Every action has a consiquence

Shattered, I think thats the word to describe how I feel right now. Literally dropping off with my head against the keyboard, and its not as if its late or anything. I blame the snow. Not that I've done much exercise par a bit of gymnastics and cheerleading today, i've been rather sedantary. I'm not making any promises this time, my laptop was tempremental until my brother decided that he was going to knock his tea cup on to it, then ohh set it on fire maybe :O brothers eyyh! so a term with no laptop and a very unregular internet conection means i've not had much time for things like this, hopefully when i (hopefully) get a new laptop for christmas. Christmas...hmm. Used to love it, getting more dubious. In our family its a chance to stuff yourself and then laze about like an arse, don't particularly like that side of it. Of course I love presents, just don't like all the hype around christmas. I still get all excited like a little kid on christmas morning, when i get to look in my stocking.

Right hoe, on to the title. Well you know when you do something silly, when you don't regret it but you just wish that everyone else didnt know about it? Sometimes you just want people to mind their own bloody business. Yes...I did. No..I didn't. Who cares!!! Its my life not yours I'll do what i bloody want and i don't need you pestering me about it all the time. Oh and telling the teachers, they don't need to know. Not gunna go in to specifics this time, might in the future though.

School at the moment, a pile of shite. GCSE year, for too long I've been resting on my laurels that I'm clever. Now I'm not so sure. Yeah, I have target grades of A's and A*'s but i'm gunna have to work to get them, yes the switch has flicked in my brain. I probably could have realised it far sooner my just listening to my mother, but then teenagers never do do they.

Still tired in the extreme but now i've started I don't want to stop.

So, yeah. Today. First snow day, last time I loved the snow but this year the novelty had worn off. Prefer to be snuggled up in the warm rather than building ice castles with the baby sister or having snowball war with little brother (last years antics). Nahh, this time I'd rather be curled up in the hammock by our massive fire or curled up in bed, probably watching some daytime pap tv, like 'cash in the attic', yes, i'm sad in the past i've been caught watching the named program.

Right, i am off now. But I will write tommorow because where i'm staying has an internet conection and i'll be here till at least lunch. I know I said no promises but... I will.

Maya x

I am crap at keeping a diary :)

Hello again, its been so long. It felt funny reading all my old blogs again :) Yeah, and about the title, I was jusst contimplating why I am so utterly shite at keeping any form of diary. I'd say that around once a year I attempt to keep a diary I manage for a couple of days, maybe a couple of weeks, the fail. I either loose the diary or jusst have a busy period and have no time to write. So, here's my next try. No, promises though. Maya x

Back :)

Wow, i havent been on here for ages, i did promise i would write as soon as my computer was fixed but then it managed to mess up again. I dont know if i will be able to remember everything that happpened but i will try. I will write whenever possible but as i am starting my GCSE's and have a lot of homework. :)

Hello stranger :)

Sorry its been so long, for the past week my stupid computer has been refusing to let me access blogger and then finally the day before yesterday i managed to write a quick message before my mum borrowed my laptop.

Right where was I? So, following on from the head dropping incident we went back to the campsite and had supper. I went to have a shower which was bloddy freezing and after half an hour by a warm fire, i went to bed, then proceeded to spend half the night up reading.:)



Next morning i was woken up my the loud bangs, crashes and shouts of my brother and Lou in the next tent. There i was hopping for a lie in but instead i get an ear full of screams. After getting washed and dressed we departed the campsite in search of a beach and managed to find a lovely beach called Climping Beach near Littlehampton. It was a lovely sand beach and the sea was hot and the sun was beating down, it was like a beach by the mediteranian.Anyway I am being kicked off my laptop again. Write again soon.

Maya x

As soon as possible :)

I've had a problem with my computer and have been unable to write my blog and now my mum is nagging me to borrow my laptop so I will write about my week in the morning.

Oh I do like to be beside the seaside :)

I am back!

We have just arrived back from our camping trip and apart from having a lot of washing to do and a lot of things to unpack, i'm pretty happy. On Wednesday we got up bright and early and went to Churchhill square where we spent a few hours shopping for all things summer. After arriving back at Andy's we had a quick lunch before heading off to our campsite. When we arrived I convientiently exused myself to go and explore while the adults set up. That night we took a long walk down to a nice but windy beach where my brother managed to kick the football in the poo and Lou mananged to get dropped on his head.

Have to go now, more later.

Maya x

Love, Life, Live.

I believe that this should be everybodys motto: Maya x